Buying With Credit

When with wonton insanity,
you choose the weapon of undoing,
you can hardly regret when the trigger is pulled.
You have always been the author of your own demise.

The weight of regret is your karma. 
Nightly flagellation your obligation.

Your choices moving forward,
stop caring all together,
or continue to gamble
buying love on credit

while praying no further debts are incurred.