Exorcism (2013 re-write)

To repel that which has been stealthily insinuated into me

Implanting senses with sentimental gore

I strike

Act

Pull at the asphyxiating gummy substance

cemented around

my organs, my nostrils, my teeth, my lungs, my mouth;

gagged and gagging…

I pull out the stuff

stuff

stuff

stuff

baggage…taunt and insistent;

disabled from laughing or crying 

“Will” meant little, exercised in vain

against your sworn disposition and charms.

Now stuck in a piteous state of self loathing

and anger born from deception

I strive to strike out

at all that was birthed in my mind’s eye

in the hopes of obliterating the memory of you.

To repel that which has been stealthily insinuated into me

Implanting senses and sentimental gore

I strike

I act

Pulling at the substance

age old gum

cemented around

my organs

my nostrils

my teeth

my lungs

my mouth

Gagging…

I pull out the stuff

Stuff

Stuff

Stuff

Baggage…

Taunt and insistent

with neigh the ability

to laugh or cry out at the foolishness of my state

having willingly invited the demon in.

Will.. meant nothing

exercised in vain

against your sworn disposition.

Now stuck in a piteous state of self loathing

and the anger born from deception

I strive to strike out

at all that was birthed in my mind’s eye

by your loathsome influence

in the hopes of obliterating the memory of you