Leave a Message at the Sound of the "Fuck You"

I am not present today
Please place all suggestions, requests, demands and complaints in the inbox.
My body is set to NPC mode
going thru the requisite daily motions and tasks,
as my Mind,
buried in a muck of mental chaos,
seeks to compartmentalize, prioritize, and understand
the metric ton of psychic bullshit
recently served on a plate of denial and resentments
I neither ordered nor deserved.